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[[RED|hands]]
Are these hands even mine?\n\n\n[[I don't know|mirror]]
My attempt to create a sort of twine game that shows, in some way, what a flashback (I suffer from PTSD) feels like to me. \n\n~violet magician\n\n[[start|smell]]
I look in the mirror.\n\nIs that me?\n\n[[Really?|really]]
[[Where am I waiting?|out2]]
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I hear voices from the TV. I don't know what's on. It all bleeds into [[static|me]]
And I have to stay busy.\n\nI can't stay with my thoughts.\n\nWith my [[memories.|c5]]\n\nI can't stay lost where the colors have all bled together.
Sleep means [[nightmares|hey]]
That can't be me in the mirror.\n\nWhen did I get [[lost?|out]]
I don't remember.\n\nMaybe I was [[never|five]] here.
Something reminds me of the and I can't escape from my own head. My thoughts are filled with the [[colour|red]] of emotions and pain.\n\n\nI can't think anymore.\n\n\n\n\nIt's everywhere.
[[red|tv]]
red\nred\n[[red|r2]]\nred\nred\n
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Hands. Everywhere. [[Are they mine?|mine]]
All the [[colors|smell]] are just gone.
I'm [[fine|g3]]
[[Am I crying?|g2]]\n\nI don't know why.
I'm a \n\n[[person|r1]]
[["You are nothing."|c9]]
I've always been [[here|where]]
[[Hands|hands2]]
[[I'm sorry|c8]]
"You are a [[worthless|c7]] creature."
My thoughts are filled with [[vicious words|c6]].\n\nI don't rememeber if they're from the past or inside myself.
I want to feel. Can I feel anymore? I have to feel [[something|red2]].
When did all these colors bleed away?\n\nBleed together?\n\nWhy do all the [[colors|out4]] look the same?
All my memories are stained with [[colours|o]] of you.
But I don't remember who I am\n\nI don't remember anything \n\n[[at all|x9]]
[["Rest"|r3]]
I can't. I can't. \n\nI have to be [[alert|fight]]
This isn't your place.\n\nThese aren't my hands.\n\nIt isn't [[yours|red3]]
I'm don't remember being lost.\n\nSo how can I find my [[way?|g1]]
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Is it really me though?\n\nWithout all the traces of what was done to me?\n\nCould it have been different.\n\nIs this me? Was this [[always?|live]] \n\n